Hi, I’m Sabrina and the story I'm about to share with you is a very personal story. It’s the story of how I came to realize that I am bisexual. The thing is, I have always been shy about the fact that I like girls, but at some point I decided to let go of my fears and be myself, and the result was nothing like I expected! My story began with my best friend, Lucy. Lucy and I were best friends since 6th grade. We basically did everything together, we hung out all the time from the start of our day till its end, and I always felt like she stood beside me whenever I needed her. I guess you can say that we’ve been there for each other in good and bad times. Everyone at school knew we were inseparable, and many people envied our strong bond. Sometimes Lucy and I would jokingly say that we were a lot like a crazy married couple, since we knew every detail about each other, and we never spent our time apart. Funnily enough, we were also very close physically. Like we always cuddled and hugged, kissed, and slept in the same bed. At the beginning, I never thought too much about my feelings for Lucy, but I knew that I loved her very much, and what’s between us will always be too strong to be broken. But with time, I started to notice that my emotions for her were overwhelming. What I mean is, sometimes I felt extremely jealous only if I saw her hanging or talking with another girl. While I knew I was being irrational, I really hated the idea of her having another close female friend. On top of that, I always got upset if Lucy didn’t call or check up on me. It’s like I felt my happiness depended on her. Until one time, we were hanging out at our friend’s place, and we were playing a truth or dare game. As we were playing, the bottle pointed at me and Matthew, and typically, the dare Matthew suggested was that me and Lucy french k iss. Which actually wasn't a big deal for us really, so I looked and Lucy and she was smiling at me, and I knew it was an okay sign. So I went up to her, I leaned forward and I kissed her. We f rench kissed for a whole minute as our friends were laughing and shouting, and I get it, it’s always exciting to see two girls kissing while playing truth or dare, but in reality, I didn’t do it for the dare itself, I wanted to do it because I was dying to kiss her and that was my only chance. And as I expected, the kiss was so amazing that I didn't even want to stop. I wished that all my friends would just disappear and leave us kissing alone. And what made me even more happy is that I knew that Lucy didn’t want to stop either, I could feel her enjoying that moment as much as I did, her eyes could tell that she wanted more, and she was my best friend after all, It wasn’t for me to tell what she was thinking! But still, I had my doubts, which later, I couldn’t stop thinking about. I wasn’t sure if she has feelings for me the way I do to her, or if she was giving me signs the whole time and she was waiting for me to make a move. And maybe, all of this was just a delusion that I desperately wanted to believe. Therefore, I decided that I was wasting time by just cluelessly wondering what if this or what if that! I had to ask her. Even though I was scared of getting rejected, I was completely sure that in case she doesn’t feel the same way, our friendship won’t be ruined. Our bond was too strong and something like that wouldn't break it. The next day, we were hanging together at her house and mentioned the dare and our kiss. Lucy started laughing as she remembered, but soon after she noticed that I was not bringing it up as a joke. I looked at her and asked if it made her feel something, but Lucy seemed confused. She then asked whether it made me feel something, and I said yes. I then closed my eyes and took a deep breath and said: Lucy, I think I like you more than a friend. When I opened my eyes, I saw Lucy looking confused but weirdly happy at the same time, it was to read her, and I was too nervous to ask. But then without saying a word, she leaned over
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